Quick summary, over the last year I lost about $1400 from sports betting and online black jack and so I’m back now. I was doing so well for so long, I got taken off a sports book I was on and found my way back on one a few weeks ago and didn’t do anything crazy with it until now. I just had a random urge to play black jack and ended up maxing my account out at $350 in the span of 10 min. Why do I continue to do this to myself. I’m a 19 yo male and I get disappointed in myself over and over again and I hate it.