I have taken a few steps…
Still don’t know what I am going to do with this mess I have gotten my family into.
My wife and family are have been understanding and have told me how much they love me.
The problem is that I absolutely hate myself. I hate the lying, degen hippocrate that I see in the mirror. I not worthy of the love and understanding I am receiving. I really deserve to be hated.
How long did it take to look yourself in the mirror without absolute disgust?